Yesterday was the roughest day yet. During every meal I wanted to quit. I didn’t want rice; I wanted anything and everything else I could eat. I felt hungry all the time, as if my stomach was being eaten from the inside. Unfortunately, it actually was. My body was beginning to realize I wasn’t planning on feeding it like I normally would. So it started to do what it had to do to feel better. Which really didn’t actually make me feel any better at all. I felt horrible and well I looked even worse. I was falling asleep with my eyes open that for sure isn’t normal. During lunch I decided that it was best if I went home. Once home I sleep for three hours, it was blissful. But sadly once I woke up again, I didn’t fell much difference, other than I wasn’t as tired. I still felt horrible and was beyond hungry with my stomach letting me know. I thought the four days before had been bad, but nothing compared to yesterday.
Looking back on the day now, I realize that it probably will be the hardest day I have, that doesn’t mean though that I won’t have other hard days. However, I don’t think any other any other day will be able to compare to yesterday. But those are the days that make a person stronger, build a persons character and for me brings me closer to God; which is the whole point of this project.
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