Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Hello Again

So it is coming to an end. I only have this week left to get through. But I think with the ending of this it’s almost as if I am a baby about to learn how to eat again. Learn what it’s like to have real whole food.  After mainly a whole month without it, there is something strangely exciting about eating. Not only because I have missed my food but because during this time I have tried many new foods and wonder what my eating habits will be like once I can eat again. Will I snack as much? Will I eat as much at each meal? All of the what if’s are getting into my mind and making me super curious.
Last night was hard. There was no reason for it to be hard. It just was. I wanted food and am getting tired of not being able to eat. I just want food. I think it would be easier if I was actually not able to eat, like if I had some disease where I wasn’t allowed too. That would make this way easier but then again I would probably never get to eat again after that so maybe not.

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